Please stop raining on my parade

_MG_9051black“Are you ok?”  – they asked.

“I don’t know if I’m alive anymore,” I whispered back.

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Cows and other fairies

CowdyI went walking with Nanna last week, when we passed –  a barely standing – house. All of a sudden this fellah popped up in one of the windows and stared at us, like he was crying for help. I felt so bad for the big creature and so me and Nanna crawled through the cracked window and into the dark room where he was standing, all alone. There  was no water and no food, only four rotten walls. He looked like he hadn’t eaten for days and there was no way we could just leave him like this. So we kicked and pushed the door until it finally opened and the Cow could walk free. My Nanna lives on the countryside, so just a few meters away there where all these other cows waiting for him and greeting him as he walked into daylight for the first time.

 

My days at the hospital

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It’s hard knowing when one day ends and the next one is starting. Every day is another sunday and another battle against myself. I’m not in here to get  a life, just to stay alive. A part of the living dead…

Self portrait: The light in the end

004Thank you guys for all the nice words and sweet texts, it really means alot! Some days might look darker than others, but there will always be a light in the dark and one day I will find my guiding star that will safely show me the way back home.

 

My main attraction

I'm sorry

Many of you have asked about the model for almost all of my pictures and yes, it really is the same girl. My lovely Sunny, best friend, sister and soon to be wife ❤ She actually isn’t a signed model, just gifted and nice enough to let me use her in all my work (even in -10° celsius wearing nothing but shorts and tank tops), thank you for helping me out my love ❤