Please stop raining on my parade

_MG_9051black“Are you ok?”  – they asked.

“I don’t know if I’m alive anymore,” I whispered back.

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Some kind of mentally shut-down

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My mind is playing tricks on me. I have shut out the world surrounding me, and there is no one who can get me out of my little bubble.

My days at the hospital

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It’s hard knowing when one day ends and the next one is starting. Every day is another sunday and another battle against myself. I’m not in here to get  a life, just to stay alive. A part of the living dead…

Self portrait: The light in the end

004Thank you guys for all the nice words and sweet texts, it really means alot! Some days might look darker than others, but there will always be a light in the dark and one day I will find my guiding star that will safely show me the way back home.

 

Live thin

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Self portrait taken in Laksevaag, Norway

I hate myself, my body and all that comes with it. Never skinny enough and never good enough. They said I would get better, but I never did. Never…